23 and dying to die.
oh god I feel like cruciating a person.
and for the record I just had my assessment on my working performance last couple weeks and everything were 3 and below (in scale 1-4) except on my ability to handle pressure. what a mask I wear everyday I hope everybody’s happy 😊
so funny I feel like ending it again last night by crashing myself but then a sound whispers what if I fail again and tomorrow there’ll be my ugly face on the news and people will judge me even worse. I’m too tired to continue all these alone.
when you were not around this page was still have some rainbow sprinkles on it. now though you’re not really around, it turns all grey and dark thanks to your ignorance I can’t wait to not to bother life ever anymore. I love you and that’s all.